Well, as you can already see. I like to do things my way, I like to figure stuff out my way, I don't like people telling me what to do. Especially when I already know what to do. Well, I guess the fact that I'm only 13 a girl and a little quiet is disieving. I don't ask for advice because I don't need it, but one thing I don't like is people giving me advice without me asking for it. Somehow they think they saw me do something wrong that needed corrected when really I'm just trying to let my horse figure it out. I don't think people really look at me like I know alot on horses, in fact, when I give advice they usually just discard it with excuses like "oh if you let that horse do this she'll soon start taking off" or "that just doesn't work with him." How do they know? They don't. They haven't tried it and apparently they never will. Which is just fine with me, I just walk away when this happens. I tried. ;) But in the long run, I will end up with a better horse than they, and I will end up a better horseman than they. In fact you know what, I don't really give anything about what they think. I just do my own thing, because my own thing works. You know outward experiences are diseiving, I know so much more than anyone in the club yet no one seems to notice me, period. I don't like people watching me anyway so this actually works out quite well for me. I don't care if people don't listen to me, haha, I know their watching me though. They might not understand what they see me doing or might misinterpret it, if they really want to know they can come ask me. The kids in the club look up to me, but don't take me seriously as a horseman. I can promise you this, they will soon. Pride may not look like anything but an emotionally scattered mess now, but the future is only bright for us. For Pride its hard to look forward when his past has been so hard. I just find it erritating when our leader asks each one of us to do something and then when I do it my way she starts "Kaylee put your hands back where they were, straighten your shoulders....." the truth is that our leader is trying to teach us around horse showing. That's just not important to me right now, though. I truly do appreciate her efforts, but I'm not their to horse show. I'm their to teach me and Pride something, or to expand on something we already know. I'm not going to have just a show horse. I know I'm bossy, I know I'm spoiled, and I know I'm stubborn, but I know what to do and when to do it with horses. I'm not the nieve girl everyone thinks I am. Pride and I have so much potential, that one of these days we'll show up to Horse 4-H and blow everyones socks right off. Well anyway sorry about talking your ear off! I'll post soon!
Kaylee and Pride
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